Coil

September 17, 1995

the youth now
is far
greater
than my
heart once
conceived
Perceived.

i must.

what i am now.
think now.
reconstruct.
me.
my life.
for tomorrow.
for another
life.

the past
is what i behold
tightly
within me. through me. part of
me.
to let go is deaTH.
i do not desire.