Gaze

October 9, 1995

I look into

THis cRAZY

thing.                      DOes it work?

I do not see MySelf.

Blackness.  Darkness!  Void.  Nothing!

I realize now that is what Iv'e  BECOMe

No, it is WoRking just fine
	it is I that is wrong
AGaiN
So what AM i to do?  Where do i go?
just stand.  here.  alone.  by the mirror.  holding it tight.  it is all i have.
isn't it?
that i am UNAWARE.    is there light?
per                                                                        haps

just a flicker.