one by one
she pops the stars
in my eyes
in the needle goes
slowly through
my brown skies
a prick
a stick
wincing yet
grinning
she twists
that needle
so true and straight
watching me squirm
without much debate
I kick and yell and
beg for more
I yearn to know what
she has in store
I barter for her pain
like a fool
taking me to her
school
excrement in her
stool
I smell like a fat fool
with a little drool
spin that metal
how I jerk in glee.
calloused jealousy
grows deep in me
twist that silver spine
so that
jubilation erupts within mine
my stars erupt
one by one
her pain is no longer
my undying sun.